Soooo sometimes I feel like even though I’m chubby I’m very confident and people don’t know how to handle it.
:/ oh well there loss
I hurt when you hurt.
I have a guy who tells me he wont hurt me. and that he wants more than just sex….
then i have a guy who i barely know….is very sexual….and can make me blush….and is also very popular with the ladies…
hmmm…..so what do i do?
who do i choose?
PROS AND CONS LIST IT IS!
(i know the who the obvious person to choose is, but he doesnt make me feel the way this other kid does)
been there done that.
see the thing is that when i tried it… i started to fall for the kid, then the only way i could keep myself from falling for him was to hate him.
so im not doing FWB anymore. i want a FUCKING COMMITMENT! IS THAT TO HARD TO ASK FOR.
the way i see it, is that they dont want you to be jelous, they dont want you to care. but then when you dont care your a heartless b*tch.
so then if your carrying then your crazy. because your jelous or you think to much about things. or over think it. or you over analyze it.
maybe im wrong. but then again thats just how i see it.
do you ever have a tab open for so long that you start to feel emotionally attached to it?
asdnboledfbnioerfboerfv i think i just died and went to heaven!
the one place i can go and not be judged.
ugh… im so frustrated i dont even know what to write………..
what happens when you fall for someone so hard that your crazy with thoughts.
when your worried they will hurt you just as bad as the person who first stole your heart, simply to step on it.
do i let them in?? hes the first person i really want to let in…but im so scared he will hurt me.
i keep thinking about how i dont wanna be hurt again. i dont i just dont.