thats the last thing i wanted to do. But i feel hurt too. i basically got told hey your disowned and your not included for something someone else said to me. but hey im suppose to suck it up and not say a word! yup hey katie your not allowed to cry, your not allowed to have emotions, you just sit there and let people fuck you over, time and time again!

and if your going to yell at someone who hurt you why dont you go tell the person whos doing the most hurt!

no lets take it out on katie cus shes  an easy target….

I DONT WANT TO BE HERE ANYMORE!

SLIPPING SO FAR INTO DEPRESSION I CANT HANDLE IT ANYMORE.

I DONT WANNA GO DOWN THAT ROAD AGAIN. I DONT WANNA DRINK THAT BOTTLE OF HOUSEHOLD CLEANER AGAIN.

I JUST NEED SOMEONE TO TELL ME IT WILL BE ALRIGHT AGAIN.