where you feel sad, but you dont quite no why your sad. I mean I have a feeling that its several things, but im feeling so overwhelmed. I kinda just wanna dissapear to an island where its just me and the ocean (minus the sun burn). Where all my worries would dissapear and i wouldnt have a care in the world. I would even settle for a week long slumber. im feeling run down, tired, exhausted, sad, confused, frustrated.

but most of all i feel like i tore my whole family apart. like its my fault.

i have this immense guilt, that makes me wanna scream but i dont want anyone to hear.

this guilt isnt even mine, but i feel it…and it is soffocating me from the inside out. its eating me alive and i have no way to let it out.

I feel like no matter what i do im hurting someone. and im just exhausted.